Happy 4th of July weekend. Everyone had a good/safe weekend

Well Travis is supposed to head home in the morning, I havent talked to him in hours so IDK. I just wish that he didnt have to leave again. I'm so over having to say goodbye. I cannot wait for the day when it doesnt happen.

dad is looking at a job in Jupiter Island FL... I'm not sure how I feel about it.. I dont want to think about it.

fuck I miss travis so much. I hate this, I want him here with me with no problems or drama. I think way too much about things and it drives me crazy.