I love this song

There's a place I've been lookin' for
That took me in and out of buildings
Behind windows, walls, and doors
And I thought I found it
Couple times, even settled down
And I'd hang around just long enough
To find my way back out
I know now the place that I was trying to reach
Was you, right here in front of me

And I wouldn't change a thing
I'd walk right back through the rain
Back to every broken heart
On the day that it was breakin'
And I'd relive all the years
And be thankful for the tears
I've cried with every stumbled step
That led to you and got me here, right here

It's amazing what I let my heart go through
To get me where it got me
In this moment here with you
And it passed me by
God knows how many times
I was so caught up in holding
What I never thought I'd find
I know now, there's a million roads I had to take
To get me in your arms this way

And I wouldn't change a thing
I'd walk right back through the rain
Back to every broken heart
On the day that it was breakin'
And I'd relive all the years
And be thankful for the tears
I've cried with every stumbled step
That led to you and got me here

In a love I never thought I'd get to get to - here
And if thats the road
God made me take to be with you

And I wouldn't change a thing
I'd walk right back through the rain
Back to every broken heart
On the day that it was breakin'
And I'd relive all the years
And be thankful for the tears
I've cried with every stumbled step
That led to you and got me here

And I'd relive all the years
And be thankful for the tears
I've cried with every stumbled step
That led to you and got me here, right here
Oh, baby - Ooo
Oh, got me here


Everything in my past got me to where I am today and I wouldnt change that for the world, I love you baby, your my everything.

baby..every little thing that you do, baby I'm amazed by you...

I'm so ready

For you to be here. While your gone, nothing seems to be ok, I'm a mess and I hate it. I dont know how to handle things and I just need to know your near me. I dont sleep. I miss you. Deployment will be hell on me, but I can do it, we both know I can. Hopefully he'll be getting his place off base by the spring if he doesnt deploy before then! And I will go down and stay for awhile and help him get settled :) I've had a weird gut feeling lately...hopefully its nothing, but who knows.. I guess we'll find out soon. Him an I need to sit down and have some serious talks while hes home and figure some shit out. By this time next week he should be home and I should be in his arms hopefully as long as his dad doesnt bitch about me staying there..hopefully he wont.. ugh... we'll see I guess! Well I'm gonna try and lay down..and watch some tv until I pass out.

xo

I'm proud to call you mine.

I love my boo...we had a great thanksgiving together. everything was perfect. I met his friends and liked them, I think they liked me too..idk. He's been in the field since monday and found out last night he advanced :) I'm so proud of him. He's now an HM3!! Petty Officer :) yayy!!! He will be home Dec 16th and I'm STOKED! Hopefully he will come back home when I have my surgery in January and spend the weekend with me.. we'll see! So far there have been no issues but I dont know.. over Christmas we will see if he's been talking to anyone.. I really dont think he has, hes been so busy, but you know, I always think about it. But I trust him and love him! and we'll be together in 2 weeks!!